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Beautiful by liishadoll, literature

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Beautiful

i have a body never meant to be small i like to finish the last kernel of popcorn i believe that chocolate is a world wonder i have curves in all the right places i have curves in all the wrong places don't tell me i'm not beautiful. i have eyes that i decorate with colours i have eyes that i leave black and white i have a nose that reaches out too far i have a smile that's sincere, yet imperfect i have red spots that like their home don't tell me i'm not beautiful. i believe that animals are not meant to be eaten i find no greater joy than in watching them be i believe that babies are meant to live and that no woman has the ri

velvet red lipstick by liishadoll, literature

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velvet red lipstick

Red stains on the filter of your cigarette Black curls hot mess upon your head Kohl liner appplied in a mess To disguise the tears you wish not to confess Your body screaming against that dress Glide on studs and spikes You make your way up to the bar A drink or twelve It's time to play the role of star You'll be their siren of the night Up on the counter in their sight Your breaking hearts tonight And hoping you'll be alright But when the ash is all that remains of the cigarette And when the knots take their toll inside and outside your head But when the black lines dance their way down the sink And when he walks out, and yo

Oceans by liishadoll, literature

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Oceans

Before you make your next move Open up your heart and take this inside Trap it there and swallow the key Let it dance around and settle safely. Combine the oceans, And that's half of my love for you. I have not near enough knowledge to Express this To let you know My heartache lives no more You untied my wings And helped me soar. Hold me in your presence. Lick my scrapes. Kiss my face. Re-assure my soul back into my being. Love me as the cure For my disease. Enchanting blue eyes, The new place I call home The only real love I've ever known. Killing the nightmare Which was once all that consumed me. This rebirth tastes s

That Girl by liishadoll, literature

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That Girl

How do you reach out to someone who doesn't even know They are hurting. I need to hug her. She's drowning herself in sorrow river. All the while, She's unaware. Maybe she is aware. Maybe she feels the need to pull the drapes And fake a smile. But a smile of tears brings no warmth to the bystanders Watching her soul rot As roadkill on the street. The boys paste their eyes on her Their thoughts, by no means, of respect. Snicker around about how easy it is To screw around with her Thoughts Body Rules Without knowledge that her only plea Is to be loved. Over and over Exerting herself Knowing she wants the exact opposite B

Him by liishadoll, literature

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Him

A friend is what you claim But a liar is what you are. But it's all lovely because he says He loves you With all his heart. The sculptor buys the clay Not for itself But for what he can mold it into. And now he's content with you. But it's not your fault, oh no. Call it a malfunction all you wish But this was programmed inside him. It all occured for a purpose. I love you I need you But he walked in, and she walked in, No room for more You shut the door. I love him He loves me But I don't care how much you care, I will stop at nothing. Once you pick up the phone Then you can claim that you care. You shouldn't say what

Broken Silence by liishadoll, literature

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Broken Silence

You say you can't see me That doesn't mean that I'm not there Why can't you admit It's true; I exist You're so tough, I don't see why you are scared I'm just a pigment of dust when you're friends are around I'm forced to hide all my feelings; to lock them down All anyboy gets from living life as a lie is Absolutely nothing. If you had one iota of class You'd stop this bullshit before it kicks your ass. You know I have a big mouth; Don't expect me to keep it shut. When I'm done with you All you'll have left to throw around Is your beloved football. Scarce more chances to watch me fall. I'll scrape myself off the floor And I'

He is her heart by liishadoll, literature

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He is her heart

He'll never in his life succumb to the pain She feels when his eyes dart to the floor And the reason is her And there's no way to comprehend The heartache hearing his footsteps approach the door And the reason is her He is the lullaby rocking her to sleep The apple of her eye The wings helping her fly Away from the seas of the errors of her ways The living proof that she deserves to see better days She can see the flecks of heaven in his eyes And travel back to the times Of playing hopscotch in the schoolyard He gave her his whole world And his favourite sweater He'll never know the significance He is her heart Walking throu

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pathetic by liishadoll, literature

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pathetic

is it pathetic passing along your house as i head to hers a force i cant fight leads me to stare at the door. yearning to find your silhouette floating to the door to run out for me to run into your arms? an hour refuses to pass unless youre in my thoughts. if i see long black hair, a tight black shirt, and ugly shoes something that they call butterflies flutter inside me hands rise to fix my appearance the hope rises that by some stroke of a miracle you. a nugget of truth : you cannot stand me. you try not to look me in the eye. you refuse to see me voluntarily. you play nice to avoid a scene. you have chosen to knock me

woman by liishadoll, literature

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woman

my eyes one day, specks of green next day, golden hazel, but when i look in my eyes with your eyes the colours blend and resemble shit. my hair thick black strands loose waves flirting down my face my face in which all you see are flaws. my arms my hands my shoulders lifting the weight of life for those i love should be more tan and defined. my body follow the curves with your fingers of cheap expertise grab at my olive flesh do you like it? didn't think so. if you look at me, you will find flaw. cellulite. hips. tits. acne. "extra skin." but if you really look at me this is what you would really see intell

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liishadoll

Feb 15, 2010

new years resolutions, revisited

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i know this is a little late, and this is more for myself, although id like to hear what you guys planned on doing/if youve succeeded here were/are my new years resolutions: 1. Go vegan (for real) 2. Be healthier 3. Start exercising more 4. Continue/finish novel 5. Quit smoking. so far, ive had some success at my first lots of success at the second, for the most part, but hey, im only human no success AT ALL for the third some success with the fourth no success with the fifth. i suck.

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liishadoll

Jan 24, 2010

concerts

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It seems like lately, every time I turn around I'm going to a concert. It literally has only been two times in the past couple weeks but, I'm loving it. I could go to concerts for a living. There's no better way to appreciate music then to watch the artist(s) perform it live. Every time I attend a concert, I leave the venue wanting to become a rockstar. Make others listen to my voice singing my own words. The music is also easier to appreciate when the band members don't take themselves too seriously and take time to meet with their fans. After all, where would they be without them? The bands I have met recently have been so chill a

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liishadoll

Jan 8, 2010

breaking the seal

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well, i realize that all of three people may be reading this but, here goes anyways .. this has been a very difficult website for me to wrap my technologically-challenged head around so, entries may be slow coming, but come, they shall. i dont want to ramble on too much as i feel like im typing to myself but, has any one heard about this lady gaga controversy? it has been boggling my brain for days now, ever since i started watching numerous videos on youtube exposing supposed subliminal messages in her music, strong occult symbolism in her videos, and her bizzare behaviour and demeanor all being attributed to her satanic worship. bas